Thursday, July 23, 2015

Lesson Learned...But Not Perfected

I need to learn that I cannot just "puke" out all my confusion and inner turmoil in a blog post.  Mostly because it causes my mom needless worry when she reads it.  And she will always read it.

So, an apology for puking out my stress and frustration--and likely some hormones thrown in for good measure--on my last post.  It serve the purpose however, as I felt the relief of getting it off my chest.  But my mom did call to make sure I was okay.






I just want to write how much I love serving at the temple.  I am a new temple worker.  I began the beginning of June.  Today was my seventh week of serving there.  It was my first day after "graduating" from my training period.  I have never felt a most permeating peace than I feel in the temple.  It doesn't matter if I'm there as a worker or a patron.  The temple is a place of peace.  It settles my mind, my heart and my spirit.  Perhaps it does these miraculous things because the things we do there are the things that REALLY matter.  I like to hope that is it.  I know I don't always deserve that exquisite peace, but I feel it every time.  No matter what.


I want to share that I love my family.  Even when they make me crazy.  You know, in case anyone wondered about that.



And I have to share that I ADORE being a missionary's mom.  I'm uplifted, encouraged and delighted with her attitude and willingness to serve.  She shares the joy she finds in inviting others to Christ.  She finds excitement even when a situation isn't exactly what she'd like it to be. She works hard and is a terrific example--to me, to her brother, to our family.







And finally I am grateful to have inherited, either genetically or learned, a sense of humor.  Life is hard enough if you laugh through it.  If your didn't laugh--you'd be crying.  Every day.  Laughing is much more fun.  Whether that was taught to me or what I was taught only developed my sense of humor faster, I'll take it.  Life is short.  Laugh.  Even at yourself.

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