Saturday, September 11, 2010

Still Tender

In light of the ninth anniversary of the 9/11 Terrorist attacks, I was hoping to write something wistful and hopeful today.  But as I examined my own feelings--particularly in the context of the current events and news of the day--I realized that I am still sore about that day.  Not sore in an angry way, but sore, like a muscle overworked suddenly.

Then I found this poem.  It is was written by William J. Monahan, and I read it yesterday as his post for  Meridian Magazine online.  I'll leave it with you to ponder, while I go put the flag out.

A Tribute to 9/11


By Wm J. Monahan



From the ashen sky we feel the molten debris cauterize our wounds,

numbing us to the desperate leaps from windows of lava

melting high above the expedient pavement of New York.

Frenzy and chaos give way to anger and despair

as angels risk stairways of death,

the glass and steel bending its last breath to the will of Al-Qaeda thugs,

(as if America were only spires of concrete or the dollars striping Wall Street).



Liberty did not bend an inch today nor bow her proud head to terror.

Her flame was not extinguished by renegades

contorting her frame into a twisted version of Justice

(as if Liberty needed terror’s graffiti to enhance Her image,

or hand-slap Her graceful fingers).



In the skies over Pennsylvania,

America swings back at the sucker-punch of United Flight 93,

resolute in preserving the ideal,

reflected in faces like Tom Burnett’s and Todd Beamer’s,

openly;

not hiding darkly as in a glass,

or cowering in caves shrouded in the anemia of a sickly god.



As towers crumble,

as the tephra of metal and ash

plume like Vesuvius gone mad,

we revere a photo of a bleeding child

enfolded in a firefighter’s blackened arms,

and like America, both destined to live on–to remember,

and to light the way,

because the torch is not fastened to Lady Liberty,

but to us all.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Why?!

Why do people feel the need to gossip? 

I am asking a serious question here.

What makes human beings feel the need to talk about others behind their backs and tell each other disparaging remarks about someone whom they may or may not know the whole story.

Why?

When I hear things like this it makes me sad.  When what I hear involves my own character, integrity, and reputation it makes me discouraged.  And mad.  And wanting to crawl into a hole somewhere.

There are days when I feel like I have been beating my head against the wall, for fun.  Well, it is not fun.  And now my head hurts.

I hate when that happens.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Taking It For Granted

Recently I have been walking again in the morning and during these jaunts I have been listening to my iPod--my favorite piece of technology.  I discovered a podcast--my favorite bits on my iPod--that is a series of episodes or interviews with people who are members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints with interesting stories or messages to share.

The most curious of these interviews in this past week or so have involved a few people who have fled communist East Germany following World War II.

In their stories they tell of the feelings they had as they emigrated to America after their lives in Eastern Europe.  They spoke of immediately feeling the freedom that comes from being in America.  They knew they could worship as they chose.  They told of knowing they could speak freely without worrying that they'd be discovered or oppressed.

How much of that kind of freedom do we take for granted?

This week in the news there were reports of this Pastor who declared that September 11th would be the Koran burning day.  Legally, he can protest that way.  But ethically, he is living out the hypocrisy that is getting more and more common in this country.  Yes, we have the freedom, but we don't want it afforded to others.

Worse than all that, I feel deeply that this Pastor Terry Jones is so bent on insulting another faith and making mockery of the freedoms we espouse in America that he has forgotten some of the basic tenets of Jesus' teaching, that of Loving our Neighbors and Doing unto others as we'd have others do to us.

How can we influence non-believers of the righteousness of Christ's teachings when all they see is intolerance, hatred and prejudice?  Are we truly standing as a witness of God in all things, in all times, in all places if we voice attitudes like Pastor Jones'?  Our example will show others what we actually believe.

Sadly, our attitudes and behaviors are more clear evidence of our beliefs than the words we speak.  I think we take for granted at times the ideas that we must not only "talk the talk" but must also "walk the walk" for others to believe us.  I hope, in my life, that if someone watches me and hears my words that those two are consistent enough to prove me a real Christian, showing Christ-like care and service and concern for others.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Life of Luxury

Today my assignment at the Junior High morphed down to only about 20 minutes.  I had planned on spending the day, so the unexpected hours were a refreshing change.  And the best part of my unexpected glamorous life was my Dear Friend Taffy stopped by to test-sit the new furniture and we chatted away the afternoon.  All that was missing were the bon-bons.

Like Ferris Beuller said: Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

I'm glad I had a day to stop and look around.  Life is pretty sweet, from where I was sitting today--with or without bon-bons.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Liken the Scriptures

I have begun reading The Book Of Mormon again recently and today I read something I never noticed before.  In 1 Nephi 19:2 Nephi is telling us that he made plate from ore and then began to keep a record of his people.  THEN the Lord commands him to keep the record, but to include the spiritual aspect in it so his people, and everyone else who reads it, will be brought to Christ.

Did I ever know that Nephi was keeping a record BEFORE the commandment came to him to do that? 

Then, he was inspired to do something that the Lord would later command him to do, before he was ever commanded.  I see this in my life right now. 

No, I am not keeping a journal that will scripture someday--Oh, I hope not!

We are making some improvement to the structure we want to utilize for organizing Girls' Camps in the future.  The process of identifying and adjusting has only shown us that some ward YW groups were already making similar adjustments on their own, and now we are just asking everyone to do it.

They were inspired to do something that we are formally going to ask them to do.  Just like Nephi.

Crazy, how the scriptures you read can take on different meanings--or the meanings are made more clear to you--as the situations you encounter demand.  You've gotta love the Spirit for stuff like that!    I know I do!

Monday, September 6, 2010

Have a Seat

We have been in our home here on the Circle for sixteen years this month.  This is the first time we have had real furniture for the front and family rooms since we have lived here. 

We once had a rainbow sectional couch in the family room for a while right at first, but we never really liked it and had felt a lot of pressure to purchase it when we moved here as the sales guy was my former roommate's now-husband, and we knew he needed the commission.  (Terrible reason to buy a sofa, whether or not you hated it.  Besides, a RAINBOW one?!?  We were young and stupid, that is all I can say about that.)

We have had SIL Brenda's white sofa and loveseat for a little while in the front room while they were living with in-laws and buying their home. (And I was in constant fear my very tiny kids would ruin it before she got it into her own home.) 

We have also had Dear Friend Chris' couch in the family room while she stayed with us until her condo was ready for her.  (Then she took the couch with her, and we missed it, and her.)

And we had a blue couch and loveseat in the family room until just recently but, in reality, they'd have been right at home in some college frat house.  Finally, we have furniture like grown ups have.

A pair of soft-as-a-baby's-bottom leather chairs with big fabric pillows.  These swivel and rock.  So comfy! These are my favorite pieces in this room now!  Perfect for chatting with friends in the afternoon, or while watching movies and you don't want to fall asleep.

The swivel rocking leather chairs are under the window and face a  reclining leather couch.  It seats three and both ends recline.  The Boy has already claimed the left hand corner of this one.  On the far wall is a leather two seater that both reclines and rocks.  Quite comfy too.  The remotes have a permanent home in the center console, directly behind the pair of drink holders.

It looks much more crowded in the family room, but the couches are used mostly for falling asleep while we watch a movie or the BYU game on Saturday.  I'm thinking the configuration of the chair pair with the reclining couches will work for Home Teachers' visits as well.  Unless The Boy and Genius Golfer start falling asleep while reclined, in which case we will not be reclining during such visits.

Ah, the front room.  Look how grown-up we appear from our furnishings.  This couch is classic and comfy, is more formal than the leather pieces downstairs.  The corner table will have a taller, pounded, metal lamp on it, but it hasn't come in yet and we wanted to sit down in our house this weekend.  The piano looks so much more at home with neighbors in the front room.
My fabulous chair and a half in the bay window is the best place to read.  The light is fantastic in that spot and I love the micro-suede fabric on it.  The leather ottoman is on wheels and opens for storage too.  Clever, right?  We are also waiting for the area rug that will tie this grouping together, as well as a little oval side table next to my chair and a floor lamp in the corner between the chair and the couch.  I'll show you the whole thing when it is finally put together, but I couldn't wait to share what we have already been enjoying this weekend.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Video Sunday



Sophomoric?  Absolutely.  But we saw this commercial during the BYU game last night (which they won, beating Washington 23-17!) and Genius Golfer and The Boy were laughing so hard, one of them had to use the bathroom.  I guess the Boy Scout mentality never leaves you. 

Happy Labor Day, all.  Photos of the new furniture tomorrow!